idk whats going on anymore

this weekend was a three day weekend, i should have been studying but im so tired of it. this week was my past bday, but i was too busy to enjoy it. plus i was expecting a lot more.

i feel like im burnt out. this is bad because i have been doing good so far in school. im tired of trying to get a gf and getting rejected. im tired of putting all my effort into getting good grades. im tired of worrying about getting a job after i graduate. im tired of trying to lose weight. im tired of regretting to follow my dreams. im tired of everything right now

but i cant give up. all i can do is whine and bitch on this blog.

everything

is falling down

depression comes in cycles

i dont want to hang out with anyone right now, i dont want put emo posts on facebook, twitter, or tumblr either......i just want to be alone.

i need to get myself together........

is anyone still in here?

hello?

yo no emo

killing myself would be nice right now

im sorry i havent been updating this

but ive just been busy. life is alright i guess. its summer though, shouldnt i have more time/fun

cant put into words

how i feel right now. just tired of always feeling bad, unmotivated, and like shit. summer is coming soon, i need a vacation man