good update

starting at Ernst & Young next July/August. been trying to get this job for the last three ish years. have an internship till then. trying to get healthy/excercise. wanna go travel before i go into slavery.

starting to realize that im always going to have to work. i can always play, but choosing to work now instead of later will help me in the long run. you reap what you sow. i have bigger dreams, and im determined to work hard and get them.

doing ok right now i guess. looking back at my older posts, its funny. haha. life.

l8r

whos still here

im doing good. still fat. still trying to get a job.i need to help out my mom with money. i do that right now but i want to do it more. i still havent had a real relationship. i wish i had a gf but i dont see anyone worth it. i have a credit card debt and student loans to pay off. yah. work tomorrow. its just an internship. bye.

allow me to reintroduce myself

1 year. 1 year of constant dissapointment, and a shitload of attempts to find an internship. today i got a confirmation that i will be starting a finance internship, 20 hrs / week, with good pay. im relieved. some stress has come off my back, the weight of world. i feel happy, and ive had so many thoughts over the year.

• you never know whats coming for you
• everybody you meet, helps you. dont destroy your connections
• a job is a job. no matter what anyone else say. you have to do what you have to do to get by.
• dont give up, stay humble, never lose focus. always strive and prosper
• never lose sight of who you are. have some pride. be what you want to be.
• family first. always first.
• money is just, money. its pointless in the end. some bullshit piece of paper

some random crap i want to get off my chest. i should relax and celebrate. but i cant. im going to continue to strive. this is the beginning. i never want to fall down that hole again.