allow me to reintroduce myself

1 year. 1 year of constant dissapointment, and a shitload of attempts to find an internship. today i got a confirmation that i will be starting a finance internship, 20 hrs / week, with good pay. im relieved. some stress has come off my back, the weight of world. i feel happy, and ive had so many thoughts over the year.

• you never know whats coming for you
• everybody you meet, helps you. dont destroy your connections
• a job is a job. no matter what anyone else say. you have to do what you have to do to get by.
• dont give up, stay humble, never lose focus. always strive and prosper
• never lose sight of who you are. have some pride. be what you want to be.
• family first. always first.
• money is just, money. its pointless in the end. some bullshit piece of paper

some random crap i want to get off my chest. i should relax and celebrate. but i cant. im going to continue to strive. this is the beginning. i never want to fall down that hole again.